Friday, March 7, 2014

Final Reflection Essay

CAS resulted as one of the best experiences I undertook during my IB experience. Initially I thought it would have been stressful to include all the activities into my study plan. In the end I realized how all of them together helped me grow as a student but also as a person. I not only learnt how to better organize my time to include all the extracurricular activities, but I have understood the importance of undertaking challenges and activities never experiences before. This is definitely important for a student looking forward a balanced and complete educational growth. Many where the skills that I found myself improving, discovering, or strengthening during these past eighteen months. Some of these are described in the next paragraphs to come.  

One thing I believe the CAS program left me with is bravery. Finding new activities to pursuit and accomplished definitively helped me to push my limits and exit that comfort zone I was laying in. The first time I noticed this was at the beginning of 12th grade when, at the start of the volleyball season, I proposed myself to be the captain of the team. It has been an amazing feeling when I got confirmed the position. Initially I was scared and intimidated by the great responsibility I had over my shoulders, but with some organization and communication with the coaches I managed to learn the tricks. Definitely this experience made me improve my role as a leader, but especially it made me understand the importance of communication within a team. Not only for game strategies, but most importantly for human relationships. I definitely gained a lot from this experience and I am sure the skills I have learnt and improve will help me in my future life inside and outside of court.

Pushing my limits is definitely the key sentence to describe my 12 months of CAS. Not only in the sports, but also in music. It has been almost 9 years now since I started playing the piano. Never since the beginning of CAS I have pushed myself to new horizons. First of all I started taking piano lessons in German. This has been a very big step for me as I do not speak the language fluently and I came in Switzerland almost 3 years ago without speaking a single word in German. Definitely through music I managed to improve my communication skills not only through music, but also through a new language. Furthermore I also took part in the school musical's orchestra ("Sound of Music"). My role was the pianist and for the first time I found myself surrounded by many other instruments playing together. I have to admit it has been quite and experience for one's used to only play by herself. I had to improve my awareness of others, but the big improvements in my communication skills I gained with the other activities helped me overcome the initial problems of miscommunication with the rest of the band.

Thinking about the importance of communication brings up the activity I have organized with a friend of mine in school. Lena and I designed an art workshop for Kindergarteners during our activity week at ICS. This activity involved a lot of reasoning and planning ahead, and obviously a whole lot of communication between Lena and I. The big challenges appeared during the organization phase when we had to analyse our limits in the artistic field, and consequentially those of the kids. The challenge was to find something doable, enjoyable and interesting for both the kids and us. We realized that the more involved us two where the better we were at delivering the same interest to the kids. We definitely learnt from our mistakes as we were able to see the big improvements in between the first and last lesson we gave. Every time I find myself in front of kids that experienced great changes in their life, considering their young age. Some changes that probably myself cannot even imagine. Something that I have found very important as well was to be able to reflect on my actions, because every single movement of expression of mine could have had a great impact on the kids. Surprisingly the task did not result too hard to accomplice. Or better, it is a hard task but it is leaving me with so much non-scholar knowledge that I am enjoying myself to the point that I do not find this hard anymore.

The second activity was teaching volleyball. The best thing was that I had been able to teach kids what I love to do the most outside of the classroom. Again I faced the difficulty of planning a lesson and showing my leader role. In the end, with the help of two other classmates, we managed to carry out our experience in the best way. It has been amazing to see the great improvements in the kids skills going along with ours in the teaching field. Again communication and reason became fundamental as the best lessons where the ones well planned and structured.

CAS not only bought me to push my limits but it also taught me the importance of persevering and committing to my activities. This was shown since the day I joined the "Awareness Committee". Initially it resulted to be very boring and tedious to participate at each meeting, but with the months passing I noticed the importance of attendance, as everyone's contribution was necessary. To increase my commitment to the cause I also offered myself to be the main communicator of the group along with another student. We were in charge of sharing and summarize all that was said in the meetings for those who missed them or just as a reminder. Sometimes it really has been a challenge, we had to sacrifice our study time to keep up with the work inside the committee but it has definitely resulted useful. Especially when all the activities we planned resulted to have an impact on the whole school, therefore we had been able to raise awareness. In this activity especially, I saw myself as never before as I gave many presentations in front of entire grades and classes. This was very unusual for me as I never really wanted to expose myself. I definitely became a much more aware risk-taker now.

Almost coming at the end of my experience I also noticed how different sports changed me. I undertook many new challenges and activities never tried before: I joined the badminton team, the swimming team, I run a 10km race, and last but not least I joined the "Dare Race". The first two, even if they seem two sports focusing on the single person, taught me how to play in a team and how to build up stronger and more lasting friendships. The 10km race definitely made me improve my planning skills and my self-awareness of my body when doing unusual efforts. The same could be said for the "Dare Race" which is more of a sum of the first three sports in the list. In the dare race I was in a team of four, communication was key and good relationship between the team were fundamental. No matter the ups and downs. I learnt how the single person, in a critical situation, could affect the entire group. Everyone then had a great responsibility during this race and sports activities.

In conclusion I would also like to mention my experience working in a public Italian library. In there I discovered a whole new world, I experienced my first real job, and I saw myself becoming much more responsible. I could say that all I learnt from CAS could be summarized by this activity as it involved a lot of organization, perseverance and collaboration skills and also the ability of being very open-minded towards everyone.


CAS definitely helped me changing rom the shy kid staying in the corner to the one taking her chances, the one taking opportunity and making the most out of them. I have learnt a lot form these pas 18 months of CAS and I am very proud of what I have done and where I got to.

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